tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20010349.post116533119954045141..comments2023-10-22T05:29:00.184-05:00Comments on The tales of Mama D: Mama FearMama Dhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13581319298585887199noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20010349.post-1165375950021578702006-12-05T21:32:00.000-06:002006-12-05T21:32:00.000-06:00I can so totally understand this. I envision thin...I can so totally understand this. I envision things happening to me all the time. Lately I've been picturing things happening to me while Sam is watching, like when I'm putting him in his car seat I see someone coming up behind me and attacking me in front of him so he's totally scarred and alone. And then I freak out because I wonder what happens to him then.bethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01471056466254620749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20010349.post-1165349275184533522006-12-05T14:07:00.000-06:002006-12-05T14:07:00.000-06:00YES YES YES I am ruled by that mommy fear and scar...YES YES YES I am ruled by that mommy fear and scared all the time - for her, for me, for her daddy. I like what Jenn said, maybe I will pray more . . .Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20010349.post-1165348705379956622006-12-05T13:58:00.000-06:002006-12-05T13:58:00.000-06:00Walking downstairs. I am so very careful walking ...Walking downstairs. I am so very careful walking down our wooden stairs to get to the basement. I am deathly afraid that I will fall and break my neck, that my girls will find me, that I will be dead and they will be scared and alone till whenever Dadguy gets home. I am less scared of this particular scenario now that Birdie is getting older, but I am queen of freaking out about this while she is at preschool. Freakfreakfreak.bonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01844859687652489596noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20010349.post-1165335888493614052006-12-05T10:24:00.000-06:002006-12-05T10:24:00.000-06:00I know exactly what you mean. In a way I'm glad t...I know exactly what you mean. In a way I'm glad that I'm not the only skittish one out there when it comes to strangers. When I find my mind wandering to the "what if something happened to me" place I just start praying right away. One, that I am kept safe and two, that the evil one leave me alone because I know that's how those thoughts get there. And if I don't start praying right away I really get worked up. I'm glad you found some peace through your martial arts. I find peace through your martial arts too! :)<BR/><BR/>So yes, motherhood is the hugest thing and we need to concentrate on making the here and now the best we can for our little ones.Jennhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10795520588490925799noreply@blogger.com